March Madness

Its difficult to blog right now. Difficult to do much. So many emotions going through me, and of course questions. How can one stay focussed when there's confusion over what to stay focussed on? At least professionally, this is the toughest stretch I've ever faced. I can only imagine what some of my colleagues (or former colleagues) are facing right now? My situation pales in comparison. So why do I hurt so much? Again, more questions. And tonight anyway, very few answers.